How to make plans when things change faster than one can keep up with?
I am getting so very very very tired of all of this here in Iceland, life is so much different. I am not talking about just different because of financial reasons, but mentally I guess it is called.
I feel like depression is sitting and lurking over everything, and I feel like nothing is the same anymore. People cant do anything else than stay at home and I think it is just driving people crazy. I know it is driving me nuts most days. I feel like there is no chance of making any plans anymore, because whatever I try to do it seems to mostly fail, whatever I want is out of reach. I am getting so very tired of all of this.
I had to quit my education when all of this started, and I havent been able to continue. Now I am mainly just starting to be frustrated at all of this, and feeling like its impossible to try because all of this is far out of reach and only seems to be moving farther out of reach.
What does one do when everything seems to be just out of reach, when you cant make any plans, when all you did for the past months hasnt worked out, and you have too little to make anything happen? Wow .. it really makes one feel worthless doesent it.
I have had hopes, not even too high .. but I feel like i´m watching all of my hopes become nothing,
and christmas is not too far from now, my favorite time of the entire year, and i´ve lost all longing for the xmas.
I just feel like ..............................................
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